My husband says ignorance is bliss but I always worry about people thinking the worst of me. Even the people who are nearest and dearest to me.
Would it validate all the things that make my borderline personality disorder what it is or would it create an almost therapeutic wave as my reality shifts.
What if people actually thought what I thought they thought. That would be horrible way to live with the rest of your life.
Nope don’t think I would want it if I had to keep it forever. I am not secure enough to do it