Is he still in love with me?
His eyes say yes,
His action says yes,
Hie touch says yes,
Yet everything is tense
Am I still in love with him,
With all my heart,
With all my breathe,
With all my life,
Yet everything is tense
When will tension stop and our joy will shine through again. Time is being cruel and life is playing jokes.
When everything should be joy,
Why is it so hard, why is there tension at all?
Full Disclosure
My husband says ignorance is bliss but I always worry about people thinking the worst of me. Even the people who are nearest and dearest to me.
Would it validate all the things that make my borderline personality disorder what it is or would it create an almost therapeutic wave as my reality shifts.
What if people actually thought what I thought they thought. That would be horrible way to live with the rest of your life.
Nope don’t think I would want it if I had to keep it forever. I am not secure enough to do it
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