Let Me Out

Terminal Time

Hour 1 : I would be with my husband I would never go anywhere alone. So he would get to listen to me complain and bitch and have several panic attacks about being trapped at the airport.
Hour 2 -3: I would shop. Little knickknacks that have the name of whatever city/state I am in to add to my growing collection. Plus at least 1 shot glass and hoodie.
Hour 4: My tummy would have settled enough from the stress of being trapped at the airport to grab some food and drink.
Hour 5: I’d start feeling sick again because of the food and I would go through another hour of anxiety attacks and my husband trying to keep me from going batshit crazy.
Hour 6: My body and mind would be worn out so I would likely ask my husband to tell me a story about the people he sees around us and doze off snuggled up against him.

In the end I would get on the plane which in of itself would be a miracle 😛

Every body Wants To Rule The World

Worldly Encounters

I think the song from Tears for Fears, Everybody Wants to Rule the World would make a great explanation for human beings are all about.

Welcome to your life
There’s no turning back
Even while we sleep
We will find you

Acting on your best behaviour
Turn your back on mother nature
Everybody wants to rule the world

It’s my own design
It’s my own remorse
Help me to decide
Help me make the most

Of freedom and of pleasure
Nothing ever lasts forever
Everybody wants to rule the world

There’s a room where the light won’t find you
Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down
When they do I’ll be right behind you

So glad we’ve almost made it
So sad they had to fade it
Everybody wants to rule the world

I can’t stand this indecision
Married with a lack of vision
Everybody wants to rule the world
Say that you’ll never never never never need it
One headline why believe it ?
Everybody wants to rule the world

All for freedom and for pleasure
Nothing ever lasts forever
Everybody wants to rule the world

Reading for Fun

No Apologies

I absolutely adore reading supernatural novels. Teen, Adult, I don’t care. I absorb them like a sponge. I will read any of these books in 1 day if I sit down and focus. They are like brain candy. All the Vampires and Werewolves, Succubi and Witches and everything in between. A Few of my favorite authors are : Richelle Mead, Rachel Caine, J.R Rain, Patricia Briggs. I do like the Sookie books to but somewhere around 10 I just started wondering what kind of shifter she would have sex with next.

I don’t make time for reading like I should but when I do, I can guarantee it is going to be one of these authors or someone similar I will be curling up with.

I Love You

Pick Me Up

What is the one word or phrase that immediately cheers you up when you hear it?

No matter how badly I feel emotionally or physically hearing the words I love you immediately make me smile.  They make my heart feel warm and for some reason it allows me to relax for the moment.

These three words say so many unsaid things. They say I support you, I understand you, I need you, I want you, I’ll be there for you. They tell me just how special I am to have earned them.

They are the three words that keep me alive.